mood: okay
day: okay
look.
emily i know exactly how you feel. i know when i say that you probaby think 'pfft,' but it's true. you just want someone to pick you out of a crowd and to want to be with you for a change. you start to think that maybe you could get their attention if you died, that maybe then they'd love you for a change. the feeling of solitude won't dissapear no matter how many new friends/boyfriends you meet. you could be loved by a thousand hearts and still think 'oh please just one more, then i'll be complete.' i've known lonely people with hundreds of friends, and content people with two. you have to realize--we all do--that loneliness has nothing to do with other people, but rather more to do with yourself and what you make out of social situations; it's all psychological." ----SMITTY
do you see that?? the comment Smitty made, is EXACTLY how i feel. i cant explain it better. finally i found one person who understand. finally.
'you could be loved by a thousand hearts and still think 'oh please just one more, then i'll be complete'
exactly. exactly. exactly. oh my god, i dont know why im so happy that SOMEONE understands. exactly...thats all i can say.