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tunes: brand new 'quiet things that no one ever knows'
mood: what do u think
day: shit hole

want an update. here

im the same as i have been last time i wrote. shitty. everything is shitty. and im starting not to care anymore.

friends come and go, yeah i can see. Rob, best friend ever...what now? doesnt talk to me anymore. surprise surprise. yeah i kno hes busy with work and all, but ifigured if he made time to talk to Weener everynight, then i could somehow fit in there. guess not.

yesterday (tuesday) i got left at school by someone who SAID theyd bring me home. oh well who cares about emily anyways?....then i went to Ryans, and hung out with Garrett, Jamie, and Jen. Jens their new drummer now. didnt hear a 'thanks emily for bringing Jen' once last night. whatever.

Travis brought me home, and burnt me the Deja Entendu cd. great cd kids. thanks trav. yer a pal.

happy now....now that you know how shitty it is feeling like i do. i hate telling you all how i feel, this is for me more then for you. i don't want your fucking pitty.

what's the use in hoping
when you always get let down
what's the use in smiling
when all you wanna do is frown
i'm drowning, in a sea of hate-filled eyes


	Jen February 9, 2004 06:38 PM PST aww. I REALLY appreciate you hookin me up with the guys. danke.


	smitty February 4, 2004 09:47 PM PST CHEER UP EMILY lots of friends care, try not to dwell on the shitty ones who don't. just be an asshole right back to them until they hate you... it works for me. oh wait, perhaps that's why i don't have very many friends. nevermind.