*Lostprophets 'the fake sound of progress'

 

 

got a 72 in math, reallly wasnt expecting anything higher then a 60. thumbs up for me.

 

i love the way Emma writes in her journal. i admire every bit of it. i wish i was more like her. she practically writes how i feel. its weird.

 

today was really cold. i stayed after school and watch jared, paul and ethan skate.

 

..i miss Ethan. well i miss everything but his immaturity and lack of common sense. but seeing him today made me think of how happy/good i felt when we were together. he always had something say/do to make me smile. i wish he was in high school. i wish things would have worked out with us a while back. i dont think ill have another chance with him. which makes me sad, like i gave up something that ment alot to me and now i realize ill never get it back. i messed up alot in that relationship. Didn’t notice it till now. god i wish i could take it back.

 

or maybe i miss knowing that i have someone. a special someone. someone that cares for me more then others. someone thats always there for me.

 

i miss the people i used to talk to. rob, wilkes, jesse, perdue and other people.

 

i miss going to the mall with bundles of people, and acting stoopid. like yelling at ugly people, tripping gothic kids, or telling the Cinn-a-bun works 'YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT'...i miss all that. i like being immature and making people laugh, lately i havent done either. ive been all 'mature' and not myself. i need to go have some fun.

 

and i miss the shows(git's) i used to go to every single weekend of my boring life. what happen to those? i miss running around saying random things to random people. and making a fool out of myself. that was always so much fun for me.

 

Enough of my complaining.