i finished drivers ed. and i cheated on the whole test, which i kinda feel bad about. oh well.
i have Shawn's watch. and i think theres an alarm on it. so at 6 this morning I woke up to a VERY Annoying beeping sound, and i was scared, i thought it was a bomb. seriously.
LL not gay brought me arby's yesterday, what a true friend. and tomorrow iget taco bell. hell yeah
jen dear ol jen. i talked to her for a bit today. i havent talked to her in a long ass time. shes turned into some drug freak kid or something, and of course i dont like it. but yes like i always say, "you have to start somewhere" and in saying that i mean, u try it, then try it again, and then sooner or later u get addicted. and that is what she is now. Addicted. and theres nothing that can change that.
Moving on.
i think we get report cards tomorrow. NOT looking forward to that. it will be the same ol thing....go to homeroom, get the RC, laugh and insult myself, walk out, tell everyone i failed, once again, friends will crack their anti-funny 'emily is soooo stupid jokes' and i will go home, and continue feel bad for myself for making such pitiful grades, and cry cause i will never go to college. and then do nothing next semester but sleep and barely make it through classes. because i am known as the stupid chik Emily. thats always how ill be known.
go figure
that is it, thats how its been the past 4 years. another year wont matter.
matt and kelly broke up. i feel awful for him. she ment alot to him. and now shes gone and matts sad and he thinks its all his falut, when its not. he just doesnt get it. and i dont think he ever will. girls would die to be with him, but he always choose the wrong girls. the more pretty, popular girls. not the ones who will stay with him for a while or treat him good. he just doesnt get it.
mucho love. <33
