i got up this morning and got ready, then to my surprise we didnt have school. then it snowed one heck of alot of snow. and i was excited.
now i hate it.
i went and played in it for about 2 hours and had a pretty good time. but when i came home i found out i couldnt ride anymore, cause people are getting pulled over for riding on the roads. so now my mother wont let me ride on the roads anymore. sucks.
then she was soposed to pick up christine on her way home from work. insted she went and got her 'boyfriend' and came stright home. no christine. so now everything i say or do she thinks i have a 'attitdude'.
and her and her little 'boyfriend' is making me very angry, im on the verge of saying something very rude. he thinks he can walk up in the house i live in and act like he owns it. no dont think so. hes not my dad and never will be so i dont listen to crap he says. i dont like him much, and i do not want him here. but thats okay cause my mom can have whom ever over when ever she wants, but wont even pick up my friend which by the way is on the WAY home. so now im stuck here with them until the snow clears out. maybe ill find a letter opener and stab it through my thraot. -thank u smitty for that lovely idea.
im going to the doctor tuesday. its for the 'ADHD' im suspected of having. my moms just looking for an excuse for my behavior and grades. well i guess this is the perfect time to have an excuse on why i should go crazy and kill myself.
oh not to be taken seriously, of course.
hmmm.
It's the tearing sound of love-notes
Casting out the gray stained windows
And the view outside is sterile
But I'm only two cubes down
I'll photocopy all the things that we could be
If you took the time to notice me
But you can't now, I don't blame you
And it's not your fault that no one ever does
*bright eyes, feb 15*